It's Gone

It is with very mixed emotions and tears that I say that we FINALLY sold my car. I have been praying that God would bring us a buyer for this car for so long, that I didn’t anticipate such sadness to hear my husband call me with such excitement in his voice to tell me that it’s gone……I know he didn’t anticipate my shock and disbelief and sadness in my voice…it’s gone….I didn’t get to “say goodbye” I didn’t get to drive it one last time…it’s gone…and I’m sad….really sad…I had planned this great blog post with pictures of the 3 cars that I owned…instead I’m pictureless, since I didn’t take the time to take a picture of me with this car in the 2 months that we’ve been trying to sell it. The finality of selling the car is just that…final…it was the last piece of the life I knew being able to drive, and it’s gone……it’s done and official that I am no longer driving my car. Even though this has been the case months ago it finally feels final…Did I mention I'm sad?....I hope I enjoy my new kitchen floors when they get installed as much as I enjoyed the freedom of being able to drive..Life sucks sometimes…..but I guess that is the tradeoff…car vs. new kitchen floors…